Ahh.. 13 weeks to stage and just 8 weeks until my pole show, mOBSCENE!
I started with my check in pics. I’m doing my own prep but I have two amazing friends/fellow coaches who are also giving me feed back. I also love the idea of accountability.
My journey is a bit different this time. It’s been since 2017 since I’ve prepped for stage. That last show I did messed my head up so bad. I had to take time off. I had done 2 preps in 1 year. My body was in bad shape.
I have some real regrets about how my mental state suffered from my last show. 😦 I needed to step away.
Shortly after that I began counseling and have worked really hard these last 2 plus years to deal with my CPTSD. It has been excruciating. I have a long way to go, but I want to say that I’m in a far better place than I was in my last prep.
I’m really liking doing this prep. I feel like I’m doing it for me and I have a nice, calm peace about it. I don’t have any trepidation about saying any of this out loud. I believe we need to be healthy mentally as well as physically.
My posing coach, Belinda is ready to help me become next level. I’m really excited to work with her. She has taken many of my team to victories.
I’m setting up posing sessions with my friends and we are ready to make this project a success.
I’d like to shout out my show. NGA Heart of America! They are very nice humans!! I’m really excited to do this show!!
Ah.. this past weekend, I performed in the STL POLE SHOW! I felt amazing!! Here are a few shots!!
I wish you luck with all your shows too!